I promised myself I’d watch End of Evangelion before watching Rebuild 1.0 and 2.0

I can’t finish End without getting traumatized and screaming

“OH MY GOD HE’S RAPING HER. THEY’RE RAPING HER. GAINAX IS RAPING THE FANDOM.”

And it’s weird because I watched the episode where the Angel mind-raped the girl just fine.